STILL

Each time I think of you I stop and my tracks. My heart is so sad...still.
I scream your name in the dark and the sound glows like flames.
I touch the ground and speak out loud...still
I weep.
My tears burn hot like the sun as they stream down my face.
Why did I love one more time?
Is there a damn point here?
I must be dumb.
I
JUST
DON’T
GET
IT.
I am mad.
No,
take that back
-PISSED!
I beg for sleep, but my mind won’t calm down.
My thoughts race to us, you and me
That day, that night, those sounds, the rush of strength from my soul.
Blood. Tubes. Sign this. May we do that. I am so spent but there is no time to sleep, if I could. Why won’t time grant me one more day, one more touch, just one more sweet kiss. Tick TOCK.
I am blind.
As I walk through this life I see just a blur - then black.
So cold.
I am numb but I ache
I will my breath to go on
why do I fear griefs end?
now I just sit.,
no sound,
no peace,
while you lie in the earth
Still...

Nothing is FREE...

What is the deal with all these "companies" from the UK sending these emails stating that you just won and astronomical amount of money? Now, I, like a lot of people, could use a lot of money about now. But I'm not an idiot! Come on, The Governor of Nigeria wants to give me some dough? Yeah, I fell out of the stupid tree and hit every branch on the way down.